Reflecting

I’m re-reading Annie Dillard’s wonderful book, Pilgrim at Tinker Creek.  I’ve read it many times over the years, each time with new receptivity and absorption.

Today I’m with this: What if I fell in a forest?  Would a tree hear my fall?

I’m reminded that we can feel warmth from the moon shining in the night if we pause to receive.

This weekend we were at a house with wire fencing to keep the animals out of the gardens.  Grandson had seen butterflies and a caterpillar, and with concern he went into the house and returned with a long strand of yellow yarn which he proceeded to weave through the wires an inch or so above the ground.  He said it was so the insects would see the fence and not be hurt.

Annie in her book invites us to return to seeing like a child.  I see yarn weaving through my thoughts.  

Mist in the trees

Stillness

Last night, a warm night, I sat outside to watch the changing light.  Birds were twittering away until a parting flash of gold and the crickets began their song.  I’m with these words.  

Once upon a time… there was the simple understanding that to sing at dawn and to sing at dusk was to heal the world through joy. The birds still remember what we have forgotten, that the world is meant to be celebrated.

– Terry Tempest Williams

I listened last night and again this morning as I honored these words.

In an age of constant movement, nothing is so urgent as sitting still.  

Pico Iyer

Listening to the birds on a warm, clear morning, I allowed myself to stay still as I watched the ball of the sun rise over the hill.  I resonated to the words of T.S.Eliot.

At the still point of the turning world. Neither flesh nor fleshless;
Neither from nor towards; at the still point, there the dance is,
But neither arrest nor movement. And do not call it fixity,
Where past and future are gathered. Neither movement from nor towards, Neither ascent nor decline. Except for the point, the still point,

There would be no dance, and there is only the dance.
I can only say, there we have been: but I cannot say where. And I cannot say, how long, for that is to place it in time.

Serenity

Serenity: Redwood Trees

For four nights, my family gathered in a house in the Redwood trees on Kings Mountain in Woodside.

I’m still vibrating with the beauty and clarity – sun, mist, stars and the rising embrace of trees from a ground moist with the clasp, movement, and release of fog. The first days were hot and clear and then the fog moved in and out, a meditation on the elements reflected and shared with all. Here’s a shared taste beginning with the path down from the house.

Entering
Iris
Banana Slug
A place to sit
Grandson finds a caterpillar
An ocean view
Moss on trees
Sunrise and hammocks in trees
Sunrise on a mistier morning
A neighbor’s Japanese garden

Honoring

I read about a message found in a fortune cookie: About time I got out of that cookie.

I laugh as I consider the boxes we navigate in a world, both complex and simple. 

President Biden spoke at West Point yesterday.  He said to the Cadets:

Hold fast to your honor code, which says, quote, “We will not lie, steal, or cheat, nor tolerate those who do,” end of quote.

And above all, hold fast to your oath. On your very first day at West Point, you raised your right hands and took an oath — not to a political party, not to a president, but to the Constitution of the United States of America — against all enemies, foreign and domestic.

West Pointers know better than anyone: Freedom is not free. It requires constant vigilance.

I would add to vigilance, education fueled by the complexity revealed in literature.  In the May 27th New Yorker, there’s an article by Anthony Lane, Abridged Too Far.  At first I thought it was a joke. It’s about an app called Blink.   “It takes an existing book and crunches it down to a series of what are called Blinks.” 

The article ends with a look at Blink’s presentation of the fallen angels in the book Paradise Lost. 

“They’ve just lost their first big battle against God and plummet to hell. But despite their defeat, Satan wants to continue the struggle against God. He assembles his demons to talk strategy.”

Lane comments “Talk about the 7 Habits of Highly Effective People!”  He continues that Blinklist with its high-tech alchemy transmutes “literature into business, turns the inhabitants of literature, even the ones with tattered wings, into businessmen. Listen, rapt, as the devils crunch the numbers and kick around ideas for going forward:

Moloch suggests open warfare against heaven. Belial advocates for doing nothing. Mammon argues for making hell a little nicer so they can all live a happy life of sin.

And Lane concludes: “I’m with Mammon, all day long. Life is short, and so, if you look at your phone, is literature. Blink and you’ll miss it.

And with that, honor this day by remembering all that’s been sacrificed to hold in place an honor code that states “We will not lie, steal, or cheat, nor tolerate those who do”. 

Looking up to see Art: Negotiation at the Shopping Mall
Veteran’s Oasis Park in Chandler, AZ
Blooming in Veteran’s Oasis Park

Memorial Weekend

This weekend I pause, reflect, and connect the present which encompasses honoring the past and what we create now.

This morning I was drinking my coffee looking out the window at the redwood tree which is one at the base and rises as two. I watched a squirrel scamper up, then, turn around, and perch in the sun. When I went to get my camera I figured he or she would be gone, but there was my friend still there even as I opened the door and went outside.

Absorbing the rays of the sun
To give perspective on the choice of a place to rest and absorb vitamin D

Resting in Sausalito by the bay

Passage

A good friend passed unexpectedly on Wednesday.  I was surprised when her daughter and husband led Sensory Awareness today in her place.  She was meant to lead today and clearly she was on the Zoom call as we experienced when we shared.

Her husband led something that sounds simple and yet is profound.  I offer it now.

After coming to quiet, come to standing.  Using your dominant hand, write in the air the name of the person who passed and your own name, and see and feel what happens.  Give yourself at least ten minutes for this.

You may end up using both hands, and writing large or small.  Creativity.  Guidance. Trust.

I won’t share my experience, only offer the invitation as a way to heal and connect with someone who has passed, or maybe someone who is still “here”.  

Today we shared the kindness, generosity, creativity, and joy with which this woman lived. We connected in the heart-opening warmth and sharing of tears, memories, and breath.

The veil is thin as rays pour through
Look up like trees and ground

Wisdom


Velcro was patented in 1958.  I discovered it in the 70’s as a wonder for children’s shoes.  Spiderman and Superman shoes were easily entered and clasped.

Dave Barry said, “Your modern teenager is not about to listen to advice from an old person, defined as a person who remembers when there was no Velcro.”

Certainly now there’s a different parameter for listening to those who lived before computers, the internet, or smartphones.  How is knowledge categorized?  Where is wisdom found?

I resonate to Rumi:

Stop acting so small.  You are the universe in ecstatic motion.

And Brother David Steindl-Rast: 

It’s not joy that makes us grateful; it is gratitude that makes us joyful.

And these two dogs, rescue greyhounds, who earned a living and now savor retirement with ecstatic motion and gratitude, though in this moment they capture the ease and joy of repose.

Ebi and Ginger recline at Home!

Mother’s Day

The Northern Lights, Auroras, were seen even in San Francisco last night.  It seams a sign of the oneness we share as caressed with light, we mother ourselves, each other, and the planet we share.  

Each niche, shared!

Passing On

The fog is a soft presence this morning as I view photos of the Northern Lights which though near, I didn’t see them right here.  Instead, I watched an interview of Jane Hirshfield with Michael Lerner at Commonweal and was deeply touched with inner light.

The interview concludes with her reading Little Soul poems, written to her first love as she accompanied him as he was dying.

Her wonderful poems are in her latest book The Asking.

Harness

Little soul,

you and I will become

the memory 

of a memory of a memory.

A horse

released of the traces

forgets the weight of the wagon.

Bridging
Changing

Spring

I was at the Farmer’s Market yesterday so we’re feasting on abundance: asparagus, strawberries, peaches, and blueberries.   The visit reminds me of the work of producing, planting, harvesting, and bringing nourishment closer to me. I’m fed by a hard-working and intricate web of connection.

Wednesday morning I was at the Bayside Cafe for breakfast.  A little boy about three or four emerged from the bathroom with his father, and the child was saying “Happiness”.  He then walked through the restaurant and out the door repeating “happiness, happiness, happiness” with  a slight pause between each word.  I’m carrying that with me, such an ease-filled way to be and ripple in the world.

As Cheri Huber shares: 

When you think you’re the center of the universe, you’re a misery. When you realize you’re the center of the universe, you’re a blessing.

View from Cavallo Point
The work of filming
Serenity
Meeting