Thoughts on War

I’m reading John Kenney’s book,  Truth in Advertising: A Novel. It’s a book on advertising and the manipulation of words, and an angry father, and how that affects his wife and children.  I come to where the son is scattering his father’s ashes at his father’s request. His father wants them scattered where he learned WWII has ended.  He was on a submarine out of Pearl Harbor when he learned the war was over.

The son thinks of how it was for those who fought as they look back from old age and post photos and memories on websites. “And so they share their history, their story, their moment in time.”

For example: “How is it I am eighty-seven years old?  How will I be remembered? We fought in a war. We risked our lives for a cause.  It mattered. We mattered.  Didn’t we?”

Kenney goes on.  “The United States submarine service sustained the highest mortality rate of all branches of the U.S. military during WWII.  One out of every five U.S. submariners was killed in WWII.”

“Take a steel tube, put it three hundred feet underwater, take away its sight except for the most rudimentary sonar, send it out into a war. But before you do, fill it with teenagers and tell them not to be afraid.”

“Would you go to work if you had a twenty percent chance of dying?”

I think of my father who flew missions in a B-17, more than was required in WWII, until the plane was shot down, and he parachuted out, and turned over to the SS was incarcerated in a P.O.W. camp until the end of the war.

And now, we have a man who never served, sending people needlessly to die to save his skin from horrendous acts he committed.  When will he and his puppeteers stopped?  Surely now, our Congress will stop him from doing what he has no power or authority to do.

The tangled stream
From the March Flying Edna calendar.

Sunshine

I walked Tennessee Valley today along with many others who were drawn outside to celebrate the day.  It was so warm I felt like a cormorant drying my wings as I walked with arms outspread. Butterflies called by the sun swarmed around me like a cocoon. Water streamed down the hills to join the ocean as one.

Call of the Stream
Monarch
Endangered Mission Blue Butterfly
The ocean awaits

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Spring

I have to laugh when Trump says:The cheating is rampant in our elections. It’s rampant. … They want to cheat. They have cheated. And their policy is so bad that the only way they can get elected is to cheat and we’re going to stop it.”

Who’s in office?  Is he admitting he cheated to get there?  That’s what I conclude.

To anchor myself amidst the lies, I’m reading Evelyn Underhill’s book Practical Mysticism.  Written in 1914 to counteract the horror of World War I, she leads us within to nourish, and to bring forth the supple sensing that connects us with wonder and awe.

It’s raining here, inviting an invitation to ground and rise.

It’s February and my Amaryllis continues to bloom!
Golden Slippers at low tide in the marsh
Lunchtime
Great White Egret in full stride

Fire Horse

This morning, we have lightning, thunder, wind, rain, and hail.  Change is blowing in.  

Robert Hubbell writes today that he and his wife attended a conservative Catholic church in Tennessee. About 15 minutes into a rules-based sermon, the priest said, “And now we must address the elephant in the room: The Epstein Files.

The priest went on to condemn the administration for “redacting the names of the powerful men who abused children.” He then urged the parishioners to “call your representatives and Senators, tell them to release the Epstein files in unredacted form.”

We’ve learned from a text between Epstein and Bannon that the two of them were calling for the 25th Amendment to be applied to Trump in 2019 for incapacity.  And yet, the money behind Trump has him still here, and this is the year he goes.  It’s the Fire Horse year.

The wind brings change.
from my son and his wife’s cruise through the Caribbean

Fire and Snow

It’s the Chinese Lunar New Year, Year of the Fire Horse.  The last two nights I’ve made a fire in the fireplace and lit candles, as I absorb the energy of this new year. The snake has molted and is ready to gallop with energy, clarity, and courage.  1966 was the last Fire Horse Year, and that was a powerful one too.

My grandson is at Tahoe with his family and a very perky puppy.  It’s been snowing and is beautiful.  I look at the photos and feel what it’s like to play with this new texture, to immerse as in water, to form flakes to come together as snowmen and snowwomen, and toss snowballs with glee.  I remember my childhood, and all the years and give thanks for how water is liquid, solid, and gas, able to change like perception.

Up and out at 7 in the morning to be with the snow.
Building a snowman with the help of Mirabel.
Paradise for fully fluffed Mirabel

Respite

This morning at Stinson Beach.

Creativity
Valentine’s Day – Painting on Driftwood

Looking north toward Bolinas
Rocks savor a water massage
The tide comes in
Shelter
Gull checks out the waves

Motion and Stillness

We didn’t have internet at our house for three days so I enjoyed going to our local libraries, and seeing how well-used they are.  Community.  I also had more time for meditation and reading.  I see what a habit it is to come to the computer first-thing, and throughout the day, and feel the necessity to know the latest news.  This morning as I read what the Trump administration continues to do, I feel like I’m going to vomit, so I’ll post this and return to reading a book I recommend: Can Poetry Save the Earth, A Field Guide to Nature Poems by John Felstiner.  

What a contrast to the Trump administration dismantling environmental protections and reveling in the billion he got to do so.

From Felstiner’s book:  

Motion and stillness, a changing constancy.  “The early American painter Thomas Cole saw in waterfalls a “beautiful but apparently incongruous idea, of fixedness and motion – a single existence in which we perceive unceasing change and everlasting duration.” A poem, like a painting catches life for the ear or eye, stills what’s ongoing in human and nonhuman nature. 

Richard Wilbur writes of windblown bedsheets on a clothesline, “moving / And staying like white water”.

Of course, for many, this may be an image from the past and so we unite in the stillness of memory as it waves in us like bedsheets on a line.

First daffodil I see this year
Fountain outside the library
Circling

Love

I didn’t watch the Super Bowl, but this morning I watched the replay of the Half Time Show.  Wow!  So much was conveyed in the show: a wedding, love, the blackouts in Puerto Rico, giving his grammy to a five year old who represented and reminded us of the horror experienced by five year old Liam.  Benito’s message is clear.  The only thing more powerful than hate is love, and the majority of people are loving.  We have a few who don’t understand the message, but most of us do.

Together, we are America.  Together, we are one planet bound in love.

Great Blue Heron at Rodeo Beach
Great White Egret and Duck at Rodeo Beach
The two together – room, space, food, and shelter for All!