What Matters

The intention of this White House is to traumatize and each day they do a great job of that.  The onslaught continues but this morning I’m struck by the words of Nicholas Kristoff.  The Secretary of State Marco Rubio called him a liar because he said children are dying because of the Trump administration’s dismantling of U.S.A.I.D.  This is true.  It is not a lie.

Kristoff ends his column with this: To deny the reality of dying children not only insults the memory of children starving to death in Sudan and Yemen and Afghanistan; it also insults the intelligence of Americans.

June 14th is an essential day of protest.  May it be enough to turn the tide of cruelty and inhumanity.  

Last night I sat outside and watched dusk turn to night.  The moon was a crescent in the West, and one by one, the stars emerged.  The earth is so tiny, and yet, here we are with 8.2 billion people each one with a purpose, both personal and global.  

Yesterday I was at the Las Gallinas Valley Sanitary District.  It’s a beautiful place to walk quietly and filter water, life, transition, and peace.  

Two egrets enjoying the scene
Two Swans
Jewel of a dragonfly hovering over the water
A family of Canadian Geese

Trauma

This morning I woke from what I would call a nightmare.  It was a response to what’s happening daily, an onslaught of lies and corruption, a nightmare.  In the “dream”, I was trying to understand the political situation, and I came to a place where I had to admit it was too much.  I sat down at a table under an umbrella, and then, I woke up.  I know the plan is to overwhelm us, and now awake, I feel an inner support to yes, acknowledge the horror, and also, mobilize strength.  This can’t go on.  

It’s Memorial Day weekend.  We honor and remember those who fought for democracy, and those who died.  I think of my grandfather in WWI, who fought to end all wars, my father in WWII, my uncle, my husband’s father.  We honor them this weekend as we recognize a different kind of attack, an attack on what we know is right.

Maureen Dowd writes today about Trump pushing crypto and Bitcoin for himself.

“I really do it because I think it’s the right thing to do,” he said.

In Trump’s moral universe, the right thing to do is always the thing that makes him richer.

This weekend offers a time to reflect.  In that, we mobilize even more to stop him and the corruption he represents and manifests.  It’s enough.  

Entering the gazebo of ourselves
Reflecting in a pool of movement, mobilization, connection, and Strength

Peace in Every Step

Stunned by the political news I turn to Tricycle Magazine and an article by Lewis Richmond, titled The Power of a Quiet Life.

He describes a time in June 1982 when the nuclear freeze march took place in New York City to protest the “then-burgeoning specter of nuclear war between the US and Russia”.  It was a major event with the route cleared so the crowd of more than a million people could walk from the UN Plaza north to Central Park, a walk of nearly two miles.

Fourteen were chosen to walk in the front. One was Thich Nhat Hanh who gestured to the other thirteen to link arms.  He led the pace with his slow walk, the way he always walked.  This pace wasn’t part of the plan and at this pace, the city of New York would come to a halt.  Thich, who during the Vietnam War, survived all sides and factions wanting to kill him, was resolute.  He stayed with his pace as the monitors directed people to stream on both sides of the line of fourteen people.  The fourteen who began the march, kept their mindful pace and were the last to arrive at the finish line.

Richmond writes:  “We walked, arms still linked, the way Thich Nhat Hanh wanted us to walk, the way Buddha surely walked when he was in the world. Thich Nhat Hanh made the Buddha come to life that day.” 

Thich Nhat Hanh: ‘Walk as if you are kissing the Earth with your feet’.

Bivalve Shell on rocks on Rodeo Beach

Rodeo Beach

Reading the news today, I felt called to the beach.  Groups of school children were there through Nature Bridge.  What a delight to hear them exclaim over rocks, shells, crab holes, and kelp. 

I offer photos to energize a response to counteract those who are undermining democracy and trying to overthrow the Constitution.  

Stillness and Movement
Land and Sea
What animal is this sleeping in the sea?
Seaweed on rock at low tide
Stance in Connection.

Children in Nature

Yesterday I was at the beach for a five year old’s birthday party.  Five children to celebrate a five year old.  Each child’s party favor was a kite.  In the howling wind, the father patiently put each kite together and each child waited patiently for their turn. Grandson got a green King Cobra kite, which he found thrilling since he loves snakes and the color green.

I’m with the words of Julia Butterfly Hill: 

If we take action out of anger, we’re only making more problems in the world. But when you can take action out of love, then miracles can happen.  

Joy in Flight: Kites and Birds
A King Cobra kite soars
The link between land and sky
Children huddle around the brownies to ensure the candle for being five stays lit until the birthday girl blows it out. Pure Joy!

Hope

I was at Cavallo Point today looking up at the Golden Gate Bridge, and came across a sign explaining that “a Physical Suicide Deterrent System is being installed along the west and east sides of the Bridge. The potentially life-saving system will rely on horizontal stainless steel nets supported by steel struts connected to the Golden Gate Bridge structure. The net will lie approximately 20 feet below the sidewalk and will extend horizontally approximately 20 feet from the Bridge. The South Approach Viaduct, Fort Point Arch, Suspension Bridge and the North Approach Viaduct will be fitted with this protective barrier. Further protection is being provided by a 12-foot-high picket fence installed atop the concrete bridge railing at the north end of the bridge.”

It was such a beautiful day and I thought how can this be, that anyone feels so hopeless that they have no choice but to jump off this bridge, and yet, money is spent, and people are working to prevent that.  May this expense, work, and care give hope.

I’m with these words of Howard Zinn: “To be hopeful in bad times is not just foolishly romantic. It’s based on the fact that human history is a history not only of cruelty but also of compassion, sacrifice, courage, and kindness.”

The Sign
Looking up to see the bridge and the deterrent
Looking across at San Francisco
The intricacy and beauty of support.
Another view of the city from Marin

Build Bridges, not Walls

Pope Leo XIV offers hope with his words:  “We must seek together how to be a missionary Church, a Church that builds bridges, dialogue, [and is] always open to receive—like this square, with open arms—everyone, all those who need our charity, our presence, dialogue, love,”

He says J.D. Vance is wrong.  Jesus doesn’t ask us to rank our love for others.

May the world shift now from a deranged man led and influenced by those who hate to an open embrace of Compassion, Kindness, and Love.

Golden Gate Bridge
Angel Island
A meadow of wild Radish
Embrace, Embraced

Nature

Yesterday I was at Cavallo Point where I saw a Black-Crowned Heron catch a Monkey Face eel in the rocks.  I had no idea of the abundance of sea life there until I watched a video on poke poling in the rocks.

It took some time for the Heron to swallow the eel, so one gull, and then, two, came in to offer help.  There was an interesting scuffle but the Heron held on, and eventually gulped down the whole, juicy, eel.

Can’t we share?
The eel is huge in comparison to the heron.
Heron holding on
Handling the capture
No easy transfer of nutrients
In the Process
Swallowing
Success

Our True Nature

The wonderful poet Stanley Kunitz wrote: You must be careful not to deprive the poem of its wild origin …

The same is true of us.  We must be careful not to deprive our innate nature of its wild origin.  

We’re coming together to bring forth our wildness as we reclaim our rights and fight for what nourishes: parks, libraries, education, art, roads, health care, connection, and a network of support. 

Robin Wall Kimmerer: 

If the Sun is the source of flow in the economy of nature, what is the “Sun” of a human gift economy, the source that constantly replenishes the flow of gifts? Maybe it is love. 

Lanterns of Abundance