Thresholds

It’s a liminal time, a time when the veil is thin and as Richard Rohr writes: “we are invited to be aware of deep time – that is, past, present, and future gathering into one especially holy moment.”  We honor our ancestors, all of our ancestors, and their presence within us.

Today as I sat with day coming to light I was filled with Rainer Maria Rilke’s words:

Ah, not to be cut off,

not through the slightest partition

shut out from the law of the stars.

The inner – what is it?

if not the intensified sky,

hurled through with birds and deep

with the winds of homecoming.

Wave Bench in Old Mill Park
Bridge Mirrored in the Park
Enter a Portal in Trees

Play

When Mr. Fuji designed our Japanese garden, I learned that bamboo symbolizes enlightenment because it moves and sways.  Yesterday I walked to a bench near my home and listened to the wind talking through the trees.  I understood that enlightenment is movement; movement is enlightenment. Listening is movement; attention is grace.

Mark Twain said: I do not fear death. I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born, and had not suffered the slightest inconvenience from it.

Yesterday I started Andre Dubus III’s book, Such Kindness and read all the way through until midnight.  The main character discovers we’re here to “play” the game.  My father always spoke of work as play.  It’s about our attitude as we listen to and move with the dance of the wind, and see our partners in this game we share, listen to them, receive them, as we play with the cards we are dealt.

I sit on a bench absorbing the words.
Blackberries to come
A new wreath, necklace, lei
Dappled
Bursting
A neighbor’s cat