Absorption

August is folding wings and September is on approach.  My family has four birthdays as we move through September and October, so, for me, it is a time of birth.  

The sun rises later these days but with such clarity, I simmer like a leaf in awareness of release.   

Two quotes guide my day today.

Robin Wall Kimmerer: 

Our toddlers speak of plants and animals as if they were people, extending to them an intention and compassion – until we teach them not to. We quickly retrain them and make them forget. When we tell them that the tree is not a “who” but an “it,” we make that maple an object. We put a barrier between us, absolving ourselves of moral responsibility and opening the door to exploitation. Saying “it” makes a living land into natural resources. If maple is an “it,” we can take up the chainsaw.

The living presence of a tree


Rabindranath Tagore: 

Not hammer-strokes, but dance of the water, sings the pebbles into perfection.

And birds stay with their hurt and dying mates
Flower Light

Abbott’s Lagoon

I’ve been in Inverness. Yesterday I was at Abbott’s Lagoon with a low tide, so birds were abundant and otters were resting in their reeds.

At a friend’s home
Tiger Lily in her garden realm
View from Tiger Lily’s home in Inverness
Gathering at Abbott’s Lagoon
On the way there and back
Great Blue Heron surveys opportunity for lunch

July , 2022 – Great Blue Heron and Otter
July, 2022 – mother and her two baby otters
July, 2022 – Mother and Baby – high tide

Becoming

Rilke in The Book of Hours translated by Joanna Macy and Anita Barrows:

All becoming has needed me

My looking ripens things

and they come toward me, to meet and be met.

Jasmine scents the air
Invitation to Tea
Light chimes
Flies
Aligns

Rhythm pulses in me!

The Sky

I’m entranced with the morning sky these days, the whole expanse and the parts.  It’s a Rorsach test for my inner-outer mood, for the movement of breath in and out.  

Prancing light and dark
Fog and Clouds share earth and sky
Heart floats a gift
Bubbles bobble inside out

The Morning Ripens

I arrived early for a medical appointment today which offered immersion in sky, earth, creek.

Light comes like bird wings with the rising sun
A magician’s swish
Welcome light
Reflecting
Anchored in the stream
Like feathers, like caterpillars, homage to shared form

Our Precious Heart

I wake up noticing it’s still dark at five.  We’re moving into a new season, and yet, warmth is still to come before the light dims to transition again.

A friend has received a pacemaker.   It saves a life and changes it, so he’s with a series of limitations right now.

In this, I feel, nourish, and invite an extra tenderness to my heart today, as it beats loyally between my lungs.

I remember walking in Muir Woods in the winter rain.  There was no place to sit as the ground, plants, and benches were wet, and I felt myself moving like the stream.  

My cousin who is in Hospice now was told by her oncologist to read Eckhart Tolle.  I thought it odd to suggest reading at this point but then I came across these lines of his.  

Through death you will find yourself because you no longer identify with form.

I’m alive right now, identifying with form, and gratefully appreciating the rhythm of my heart, and that is this moment, now.  

Peaceful, the gentle beat!

So many ways to form and immerse
Transition
In dryness, flow
In sand, growth
In the passage of a tree, a cowboy stance

From seeds tossed off a bridge, pumpkins

Life of a three, almost four year old

I spent the last two days with my grandson living in the realm of the imagination.  The playground was closed so we settled under a tree with beautiful green leaves.  We stretched our necks to become giraffes, and even now I feel my long, flowing neck and lips gently nuzzling and ingesting leaves.

A coyote is howling this morning.  Perhaps it’s waking from a dream of the Supermoon last night.   My meditation these days is “Beyond Multiplicity”, and I ground in illusion as I juggle, snuggle, crawl through, and open to rainbows in play.

Looking up to hug a tree
Giraffe in graceful approach to a savanna overlook
Surveillance
The sky invites
Giraffe at rest
Explore with the four-legged pace of a giraffe

Journeying

We drove to Santa Barbara on 101, a reminder of the work involved in growing our food.  We passed fields lined with people bent over picking and pruning.

On the way back, we took country roads.  In 2012 my sons did the Faultline rally and crisscrossed the California fault line in a vintage Datsun with other pre-1976 cars. They traveled mainly on narrow and challenging roads, not passable in wet weather, which it wasn’t then or now, and discovered uncrowded beautiful landscapes, another example of the variety and complexity of the state in which we live.  Our destination for lunch was the Parkfield Cafe, worth it for the atmosphere, food, and apple dumplings.

I didn’t take pictures inside the restaurant as it opens at 11:30 and immediately fills with hungry people, all a little more weathered than we. It felt intrusive to gawk and take pictures of saddle stools and the giant fireplace. We ate outside as we do when we travel with Ebi and Ginger, two rescue greyhounds who attract attention wherever we go.

I offer a taste of our trip yesterday.

Going one way
And the other

Golden hills
Happy Travelers
Lunch is here!
The treehouse outside the cafe
We missed the big happening!
This is true! We were in grass fed cattle land!
Remembering the native people and who came next
We climb up from Parkfield to overlook the valley below

Summer Gold

Embracing the Whole

We leave Santa Barbara today. Our visit has been exquisite and I want to share another side. As is clear, I love taking pictures. I thought I was taking a picture of a rock with some local history on it but a man in the far distance started yelling at me because he thought I was taking a picture of him. I hadn’t noticed him, as there are homeless people here, and so there is the usual honoring of quiet respect and awareness of the disparity that we sadly know. Back at the hotel, I realized yes, I had captured his image in the background and I deleted it.

Today I post images of rocks and sand, movement, dwelling, connection, and change.

Bubbles surround a rock as we travel round the sun
A shell outlives what it hosts
A step lasting longer than I
Even birds leave footprints in the sand
Tangled in change
Beauty and Grace
Living Trust