A Pause to Tender Tenderness

Aware of my friend as she was in surgery, my eye was caught by the front of a beautiful book standing upright on my bookshelf. The words “Each time you judge yourself you break your own heart,”  jumped out at me. The book, Meditation Art, Openings to Awareness, was created by my friend Etta B. Ehrlich. For years, we were in Sensory Awareness workshops together.  Older than I, she passed away a few years ago.  In the book, she pastes words of wisdom on interesting bottles, and Virginia Brown photographs them.  The book, a treasure, is no longer available, but I found some photos from a gallery in which the bottles were displayed.

She quotes our teacher Charlotte Selver in the book.  Here’s one quote.

“Pay attention to the breath as it is now. As your breathing is, so you are. Since breathing happens by itself, it teaches us to trust what is needed now and to allow it.This can be the foundation for a whole new perception of ourselves in all our functions. I agree that it is difficult to be so peaceful and undemanding that one would really be present in one’s breathing activity without influencing it.”

As I wait for news on my friend, I sit with intention to “notice precisely where inhalations and exhalations begin and end”.  

Give kindness to ourselves!
Each of us a teardrop!
This brings me a smile!
Great advice!
Absolutely!

Change

We have an Aura, a moving picture display that changes every 30 seconds showing an array of photos of our grandson from birth to his current age, four years old.  It’s a reminder of change.  It’s so obvious in a child; we see and talk of change each time we see him.

As an adult, we may come to forget our moment to moment change.  We glance in the mirror and may not even recognize who or what we see.  Habit-formed, we launch into our daily tasks.

President Biden gave a stirring State of the Union speech last night.  We live in a society that has exclaimed over youth perhaps to the denigration of elders.  I would like to see younger people in politics but we have two men of nearly the same age competing for the presidency.  The difference between the two is unimaginable, and yet, here we are.  

President Biden is an inspiration for us all, young and older, that it’s never too late to continue cultivating wisdom, as we bring forth our inner power, perseverance, determination, compassion, love, energy, humor, and care.  

Yesterday, I re-visited Jacques Lusseyran’s inspiring book And There Was Light. He shows us how to bring forth our inner light to overcome and defeat the darkness that needs to be met and expanded around until it disappears in an open web of connection and trust.

The California Poppy in Spring
Flowers show the way from bud to bursting to letting go
We stand between
Moving in Stillness and Change